Ad Nova

This is so crazy, wrong and just a very bad idea but I simply can't get you out of my mind. your sweet words are creating an eco inside my head, making me warm. Your eyes facing mine makes me blush and lose my ground. Laying my hands in yours and squeezing them while kissing me gently on my forhead makes me forget about time and place.
Tho I dont got time for this now, and my work is making it impossible to have a 'normal' life, and it's too far away from home, and I can't give u what u need, can't be there and.... this is just so wrong, but I must admit that I kind of like it

Feel desperate like hell, so much I would like to start- and get done with..
    Like moving out for once, hate standing in some sort of sick invisible line to get an apartment.
I also noticed I need to buy alots of stuff for my selfish 'happyness' like a new lappy, camera, a new phone (maybe iphone 4?).. 
    And to really fill my egos hunger I need to fix all this winters trips to the alps and so on.. Oh yeah, I really need a new snowboard too, might need a new outfit aswell.. Or atleast a new nice snowboard jacket!



It was my b-day yesturday and I must say the guys really surprised me with sweet gifts this year, I really thought they were gonna give me something 'naughty' like last year.. Not gonna talk so much about what but it was something for the sick sexaddicted ppl (no offence but this really was siiiiiiiick)
Love you guys anyway ofc :)
Just wanna say thanks to all the sweetest ppl who came and celebrated with me yesturday

Much love/ Nova

The tattoo took 13 hours and I did it on saturday(5h) and sunday(8h) [one week ago] 
Was a new lvl of pain I never felt before.. my others tattoos were nothing against this one :P

Well here is a picture of it, and I do loooove it. Had a great guy who did a great job on it. So I'm very happy and pleased by the result (It was worth the pain for sure).

 
Nova secret #8: I thought I didn't was a 'shoe girl' but I was wrong, got muuuuch more shoes than I thought

Geting a new tattoo tomorrow, hope to upload a picture here shortly after.
it's gonna be the biggest I've ever done, startring from my hip and will go on up to my breast on my left side.
It's on a koifish/carp swiming up, and with sakuraflowers. Gonna be greaaat ;)

24h left.. excited!

btw, the "new" singer in Sonic Syndicate is F**... hooot in the new video they made, never cared to watch their vids before so haven't noticed him earlier.. but god damn it! (He is british btw)

some random pics of me 'in duty'

for you who voted for me in the GigabyteGirl competition;
I just wanna say that I won and that I got a mail today:

"Hi Girls!

Internal procedures always take sooo long – I applied your prizes from our Headquarters (MB+VGA and the 2 Samsung prizes)

Hope you can receive them during next week.

To shorten the time until you receive the “real” prize, I prepared a nice gimmick package today ;-)

Will write email again to all of you when the prizes are on the way.

Take care and have a nice evening, best regards, Kristina"





So thanks alot for all the votes! =)

Much love/Nova

It makes my heart melt to have all the sweetest friends around me, even if many of you are far away. It really makes me believe that there is still ppl around the world that makes something good for the world we're living in.
I hope you all know what you mean to me and that it's ppl like you who shines and bring joy, love and hope to this world!
Without ppl like you the world would be lost!




PS! Thanks alot for the sweet gift from Belgium, made my day for sure!
Love you alll!!!

Just wanna say thanks alot for all the cards, candy and letters, and even games (sicko u're crazy!!) I've received from all over the world!! (or atleast Hungary, Netherlands, England and France ^^) was a really nice surprise =) thanks alot!!
PHT  - Always!
Reminds me of the good old days with alot of gaming and alot of fun. I still miss u guys very much!



Nova secret #7:
Love playing football, hate watching it

Love Rise Against new album Appeal to reason, here is one of my fav. song, enjoy! 

Rise Against - Hero of war

I know, long time since I wrote last time. As I said before, we really dont got any freetime while we are there, and on the weekends when we do get to go home I spend it with friends/family and the weekend pass so fast it feels like it's over in 5 hours..

Nevertheless, got some good news. Nova has become leader of her own group.
On my plotoon we got 4 groups, 3 out of thoes 4 groups got a real officers as a leader in thier groups, the 4th group, where I'm the only leader in my group without officer, was a very wanted post.
Never thought I was gonna get this position, we were 25 candidates for 1 leader post. I'm a lucky bastard that the officers likes me and gave me the best position.

Next week we will have our big 'soldier test' as we in Sweden call 'Basker'
It's a test, where our officers leads us out in the woods, alone. and ofenly with no food, no sleep and just gives us orders to do different stuff, and puts us in situations where we have to think and handle as soldiers and as a team.
If we pass these 3-5 days we can call our selfs soldiers and can go home with our uniformes and baskrar (kind of a special hat).

It's much harder than it sounds, having heavy bags on your back, freezing, haven't slept much, no food, and have to keep your mates on good mood, help them and keep on going thoes long marches, plus you have to be 'awake' incase of enemy and be ready to tell your group how to handle the situation when u hardly can think at all.

well I can only imagine how hard this will be, next week I know for sure how it's like.

Love /Nova


Nova secret #5:
I snusar (swedish tobacco u put under your lip)

Two more weeks in the green has pasted, these weekes were spent in the woods, that means: no real food, no showers, no sleep, no connection to the outworld... and with hard and difficult missions, which is not the perfect combination. but I've learned alot, feels like I've grown more already, as a person.
been shooting and learned how to thrown granades (fun as hell).

you ofenly dont even got time to think about other stuff than army stuff, but when you do you really realize how much you miss things like friends, family and love.
Maybe thats good too, mean then u value thoese things even more


UB40 - Red red wine



Nova secret #4:
I talk when I sleep

Dont really got much spare time at all, thats why I've not been online for a long time.
But I really love the army, sure it's hard as hell and they try to break u down, push u til the limit but it's a great challange and I got great friends around me, together it's much easyer. And now to the big question everyone always ask me; How many of u are girls? -We are 7 girls out of 26 ppl, so it's not that bad.
I have to brag a little, I actually got surprised my self, I was the best shooter, first 3 bullets on 5secunds in the same hole, then out of 5 bullets in a timelimit on 5secunds I shoot all in the same hole, one just a millimeter away from the others, our officer called the boss to come watch it. which was kind of a nice feeling..
U see!? all gaming finally payed off ;)

Besides I've become 'ställförträdande förtroendeman'' it means that our Platoon voted for me and another guy to become their link to the officers, so to speak.

Otherwise I really like it there, and there is no insulting-shit just because I'm a woman, it's the same for all of us irrespective of sex.
It's a big stressy place, 3 min to do this or that and 15 min to eat and go on bathroom.. thats why it feels so nice to come home and take it easy. (the problem is just that the weekends pass by so very fast, too fast. get home on friday night-back sunday afternoon)


Ps! I miss u all


Nova Secret #3:
I got 9 piercings, 8 is visible

Here we go!
My last free day, tomorrow I go to 'join the military'. which I do with mixed feelings.
Sucks to leave friends and family, can't travle and plan crazy trips together with them. But I'm also excited to join, new ppl and learning alots of new stuff. Hopefully it will go well, though I'm still a little sick. Still eating medicin for this crazy sickness I had in the beginning of the week.
Feel sorry for thoes who's gonna sleep in the same room as me, no I don't snore, but I'm crazy enough to have some influence on ppl.

Somehow it feels like I've done all I wanted before I join, with traveling and other stuff.
Aaaaand ofc I've spend alot of time with all my beloved friends before we all go separated ways. atleast some of u are still here when I got furlough.


Nova secret #2
I eat ice cream with a fork!